Opening up

Hi my fellow readers, today I want to talk about being upfront or being honest, with friends, family or people that’s close to you. I remember when I was going through, and I was at my rock-bottom. I had so many people that would call me. They would asked me am I OK, and the first thing I would say was yes. I knew deep down inside it was a lie. I have never felt so lonely so lost so distraught in my life. It was because I did not want to tell people that I was hurting. I didn’t wanna put my problems or my pain on them. Actually I needed each and everyone who would reach out to me. So what did I do I lied I cover it up, I put a mask on. Smiling on the outside but dying in the inside. I felt like I was doing my friends a favor but in actuality I was hurting myself by not opening up my mouth and getting those feeling/ emotions out. I encourage you to open up your mouth. You have to take off your mask. You have to have the courage to speak up. Talking will definitely help you. It’ll allow those emotions you have to get out. If your not talking, things can and will turn dark really quick and I can testify to that. I hit a depression that I wouldn’t want anybody to hit. i couldn’t see anything but darkness. By the grace of GOD he brought me out. i could’ve avoid all of that but because I didn’t want to talk It happened. I encourage you to open up. If you have friends, if you have family, if you have a pastor, if you have a church family, talk to them you. I’m telling you it makes you feel better. As my grandmother would say close mouths don’t get fed. Trust me everyone knows your going through something . You’re not a burden you’re not a bother please speak to someone, please talk. So people of God, on this Tuesday I encourage you to talk. You will feel 100% better and it will save you from going through what I went through. That’s what it’s all about. It’s all about helping and getting through this thing called Grief. We will Overcome. We are

survivors.

(Matthew 5:4 Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted).

And right now I bind the spirit of suicide the spirit of broken heart right now in the name of JESUS DEVIL you are a liar and you will not AND SHALL NOT come and destroy the people of God at their most lowest points. We will get through this in the mighty name of JESUS. Lord I ask that your anointing is on this blog. And that the people will feel you healing hands Upon them hallelujah God I ask that they feel you each and every time they read this blog I ask that you help us father God that you be a light in our dark places in the mighty name of Jesus and I give you the glory I give you the honor and I give you the praise you are our king of kings you are our Lord of the Lords and we will worship you for all of our days and I thank right now in JESUS name I pray Amen.