BACKTRACKING

Hi my fellow readers! Today I wanted to talk about backtracking. To be honest I’ve backtrack. Just when I thought I had conquered grief, something happens, and I find myself in one of many stages of grief. Just this past week, I thought about my Grandfather and Mother. It sent me right into sadness. I didn’t cry, but I just had a moment of truly missing them. Remember we talk about triggers. Well the summer time is a trigger for me, because my grandfather would be on the grill, cutting the grass, working on the cars and so much more. I truly miss seeing those thing. Even now as I’m writing this my heart hurts. As my family goes on vacation it just won’t be the same. I miss my Grandfather so much. I miss my Mother I remember seeing her in the summer time, with her cute clothes on walking from the train station and before getting in the car she’d stop pass and talk, laugh, and if dinner was ready eat. Another sad moment for me, is my mother is known for doing hair. Lord knows right now I need it done! I have a question for my readers is backtracking a good or a bad thing?. Can you be healed and still have a moment?.

My answer for both is yes! I believe we will have some backtracking, and have moments, but it’s what you do with both that can either, be bad or good or healthy or unhealthy. We just have to figure it out and remember everything we’ve talk about thus far. Another transparent moment as I’m writing this I feel better. I feel like I had the moment, and I know I have to be healthy and Choose the correct route. I never wanna go all the way back because, when I look over my life and see how the LORD has save me I would be crazy to give that all up. It’s a paper thin line on backtracking and falling all the way off. We have to remember that yes we may backtrack just a step, but we cannot afford to backtrack 20 steps. We have to remember what the overall goal is and PUSH. Push because your life depends on it. Remember that God is our strength he will strengthen us and will continue to strengthen us. Be Bless

Lord I thank you for today Lord I thank you for allowing me to be transparent and honest Father I ask that you can continue to heal deliver and set us free in the mighty name of Jesus Lord I ask that you would continue to strengthen us when we’re weak and hold us tight because this journey is hard and sometimes we will fall so I ask that you lift us up and place our feet on solid ground in the mighty name of Jesus. I ask that we can continue to encourage each other and help one another in Jesus name I pray

Amen

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